Monday, November 14, 2011
' Lucky, the loveliest & adorable Golden Retriever I ever had.'
14 November 2011 ; 8:55 PM @ Mount Pleasant
Seeing you in so much pain hurt me.
Looking at your bad sore breaks my heart.
Wanting you to recover so badly,
but it didn't come.
You were really suffering really badly.
Thought the medication could help you,
but it didn't.
Your sores kept bleeding and bleeding.
When you cry if you wanted food or needed to pee,
makes me really sad.
But I guess you really had to go.
You were in so much pain, that I can understand.
Decided to bring you to Mount Pleasant the one at town.
So, breakfast with parents and my sister at east coast.
Japanese food, That's what we had.
After that, headed back home and then I had to see a doctor.
Headed down to town about 4 plus.
Went to see the doctor, & found out I had eczema. :[
Many medications to apply.
Then headed back home, to pick up Lucky.
It was raining.
He was lying down on a towel, and covered with another.
I wanted to cry when I got home seeing him like that, but I hold my tears.
Put him in the back boot and drove down to town area of Mount Pleasant.
The doctor said he might or might not stay.
I knew it already cause he was in so much pain.
His jaw muscles were all gone.
He is damn skinny.
His sores were very bad, that one part could see his bone coming out.
That was how bad it is.
The doctor decided to let him go.
So we ask our dad about it.
I was thinking to myself;
I think it's best for him to go also, cause he's been suffering a hell lot.
Although I wanted him to stay a little longer, it's best for him.
We decided and yes, it's time to let him go.
The doctor also said, when we put him to sleep, he might have some side effects.
But no, he went peacefully.
I cried a hell lot.
Could sleep cause the image of Lucky was replying in my mind.
Missing you in the house is really bad.
I love you, Lucky Boy.
Lucky, I hope you're doing fine in Dog Heaven.
I know it's hard to let you go.
You've been a wonderful and loveliest dog I ever had.
I miss bringing you for walks and playing with you.
I know you have suffered a lot when you had your sores and could walk.
But it's best for you so that you don't have to suffer more.
Your birthday was in one month and ten days time.
But, we couldn't have you here till christmas eve.
But till christmas, you'll be in my heart.
xoxo
♥emmaology; Lucky, may you rest in peace. I love you plenty. xx
